Changes

Maybe some changes may do me good. I have been keeping up with what I feel will be the best for myself and people around me. By doing that, I seem to lose what that's truly me.

I seem to care too much about what others' think about me. I take in causal comments too hardly causing me think too much. As in toooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much. The tooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much cause me to have mood swings which I HATE! I hate myself for being tempremental, plus the mood swing, I will be the most disgusting and hate person in the world.

Maybe the changes will bring me good. I haven decided on what changes I'm doing to do. But I hope will be changing to the better side.

Looking forward to the CHANGES!!!!

Why do some people get it without even working hard? While others have to work so hard and still did manage to get near it? And at the mean time, hurting themselves...